CONFUSED

To bare my only soul,
I had not thought so,
Too far I will not go,
Intertwined and hurt,
Is all i am left with,
Shared what we till now,
End must it I thought so.

TO SAY ..

And it is when the talks get over,
As I search for what more to say,
Some silence stands between two,
She too fumbles her words they say

EMOTIONS

As emotions betrayed me,
Cheated I felt also by me,
So much I tried to hold on,
Also knew that it was wrong,
He who tamed the feelings,
Is not a soul anywhere to know,
So much I resisted but It did go,
Trust I don't the emotions now,
Foolish and false it made me how,

FREEDOM AND SKIES

Can I be free for today,
Afloat in the calm sky,
No worries to tie down,
Stars and the moon I see,
Serenity they shine on,
Hold the time is all I say,
But chaos seems this day.

CHOICE OF LIFE

The work is not life in true,
But do remains my choice,
I thought something rich,
Some enchantment it was,
Only the dreams said so,
To live life with spirit alive,
With few passions beside,
Counting all my miles right,
Start I do for awaits the end.

THAT NIGHT

Was it that wine,
Or merely the time,
It makes sense now,
It was all chaos then,
The flow and friends,
Changed they have now,
To write more hurts me,
For these old memories,
Are quite heady and high

ABOUT YOU

I have been thinking about you,
Though my future does not hold you,
I know it is some foolishness with me,
An addiction I refuse to fight and see,
But sweet and satisfying it is for now,
Because you are just so much wow,
So I go back to you and wait for you,
In my thoughts wonderful as a pair,
Wish I could tell how much I care.

MY DESIRES

A change is what I seek,
Yet all my trials seem weak,
Be appreciated is all I want,
But all I do is waste and flaunt,
To reach out to one and all is my aim,
But I hardly have time for the same,
It is her across I silently admire,
But love is what I secretly desire.
With theses muddled thoughts inside,
How can I ever live with peace on outside.

TAKE IT EASY

This post is about something I have started feeling due to an incident long back. I realize the lessons learnt hold true today too. Should we go for multiple experiences in a short span of time? Wanting to have it all at a stretch of hand or have patience to stand and walk a little for that every new experience. Well there was that time I wanted to cram every possible feeling, experience the rush. But that eventually led to a failure and loosing a probable good friend. It was like serve me Chinese, Indian, Continental and Italian all at one time. I tasted every dish but in the end hardly carried a happy stomach or face in my case.

People say that those who want it all are the ambitious ones. They have a sense of urgency all the time which is not at all bad and works well for them. I really don't know about it because I have never been like that. But yes meeting such people was bliss because their enthusiasm or the so called urgency to hop from one task to another at a time was kind of electric to watch. I personally have been the one trailing at snail's pace wanting and dreaming to do lots of things and in search of new experience always. But come to think the speed of my life is itself getting to be deterrent in realizing all those said stuff. 

Now there is line between a laid back attitude and the one who carefully and methodically does things taking his own time to wrap up one issue at a time. During a large bundle of time till now I was under the impression of being the methodical one. But finally it has dawned upon me that I had crossed the line to be a lazy laid back snail who hardly has chance of making his wishes come true.

For me being an indecisive kind of person is new. I always took pride in my decision making approach. Now it is not same as the very decisions I took in past are the ones I regret terribly. Yes quite often we hear elders saying and moral science books repeating that one should never have any regrets in life but honestly we all have some. 

The title of this post indicates my thinking methodology till now. Soon in future there might be another post with a title 'I made my way'. Till then I will work to make this EASY a little UNEASY.

SIMPLE TRUTHS

Fun, joy and happiness,
Is all it takes to live the life,
Even if there is no money,
And you do miss your honey,
A laughter along the way,
Works like the dollar pay,
Sharing with and caring for,
The friends and family do adore,
Save those giggles and the cries,
For it takes all to becomes wise,
If this rhyming makes you uneasy,
Read again and again this poem,
For it is not at all  that cheesy.

MUSIC

All I want is to hear,
Some acoustic for ear,
Rap and blues I like.
Classics are also fine,
But when music flows,
Do not remind of time,
For it feels like sipping,
An earthy and smooth wine

SOMETHING ABOUT NOTHING

I thought to write a song,
But words scared me a lot,
A poem I thought would be easy,
But rhyming is not my way ,
Then a simple thought in a line,
But thinking hurt my mind,
I wish I had written something,
For whoever reads this,
Will actually know there is nothing.